Freakishly Natural Woman
making sure each day is as hard as hell to survive - so that life is worth living.
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OMG what did I just click on, lol.
Definitely should not have clicked on this while drinking milk. It came out of my nose and milk is everywhere now, in case you couldn’t tell.
(Source: lulz-time, via cyanide-diamond)
I will do this to my children.
This is the most adorable thing ever.
(Source: crookedsunshine, via cyanide-diamond)
Haven’t ranted in a while, so I’m doing it on Tumblr because then I won’t have to worry about the people on face book judging me and telling me what i need or should know or do. I’m trying to try my best in what ever I do and sometimes, I understand, that my best isn’t always the greatest or what people want. Sure that’s fine. But when people try to tell me how to live MY life based off of how they know how to live it pisses me off. Seriously. This is just a rant and IS NOT focused on any one person. Just in general. I haven’t seen many of my friends, hell my best friend, in a while and it just sucks. But. Our schedules are different so that’s just one more obstacle to overcome. I also start school up again so that just adds to my stress level. My life at this point is okay and livable but not what i would like it to be. I can honestly say that I’ve been shattered since three years ago and I’m trying to put the pieces back together on my own. I know people are trying to help, and I appreciate the help, but I strongly believe the one to actually help me will be the one person who influences me to want to change myself for the better, and for me. Not for them or someone else, me. I don’t think that person is anywhere around me right now because I don’t want to change for anything. I’d rather sit here in the middle of all my broken pieces telling myself I’m not worthy of any of the chances I get. I hate it when I see people around me graduating school, who I went to high school with, finding jobs and here I am still stuck in college, not even half-way done stuck with a minimum-wage job. Sigh. It’s a huge thing to overcome for me. I want to, need to, prove my self-worth to myself and I’m failing to do that. I suppose my biggest problem is myself, or how I view myself. My friends have tried many times to reassure me and tell me I’m good at what I do and that I do have worth. But, they’re praises fall on deaf ears, and I am not talking about my little sister. I just wish, most of all, that I had someone who could listen to my troubles without trying to give advice on how to fix all my problems. Just someone to listen, not to answer. I guess that’s what I miss most about my horses. They were away from the world that stressed me out the most and I had to leave it to go to them. Now, they’re gone and I have no one to talk to, with earnest and honesty. Without worrying what they’ll say and how they’ll react. I can’t really talk to my other animals only cause they still remain in the stressful part of my life. I don’t have to go somewhere to get to them. Another thing that irritates me is that I haven’t been drawing, at all. Drawing was another stress relieving process that I had but now it just seems like my job, which it will be someday but I miss having fun with it and no one judging it based on the world’s opinion. I hate it that some people at work used to draw and I have to hear they’re criticism about how it looks wrong when all I was, was doodling in the first place. I know constructive cristicism goes a long way but not when I feel they really don’t have any idea on what I’m trying to look for, and not to mention that I feel I’m a far better drawer than they are. I’m allowed some narcicism. At least here on Tumblr I know I won’t get any responses and that helps. Because I also know that my rants aren’t listened to, but it feels like it. So, thanks Tumblr.
Adam and Eve (Bioshock Shots)
Ingredients:
1/2 oz of grenadine
Splash of Irish creme
1/2 oz of triple sec
1/2 oz of cinnamon schnapps
1 oz of lime infused gin
1/2 oz of blue curacao
Directions:
Adam: pour 1/2 oz of grenadine, layer 1/2 oz of triple sec, layer the 1/2 oz of cinnamon schnapps then slowly pour Irish creme. Using a small straw gently stir around the Irish creme to cause a cloud effect.
Eve: Pour in the 1/2 oz blue curacao, then layer the 1 oz of gin and then slowly pour Irish creme. Using a small straw gently stir around the Irish creme to cause a cloud effect.“He’s a crook and a proper tea leaf, but he’s got the ADAM, and that makes him the guv’nor” -Bill McDonagh
(Drink created and photographed by Josh K.)
roger.
(via cyanide-diamond)
sooo…..i’m back haha again. myface has stolen my innocence and i will shortly cut my head hahahahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaa…………….yea
